It Lost ?

You don't know how I'm feeling.I have yet to vocalize,Desire deep inside me.Can you see it in my eyes?I long to say, 'I love you,'But am scared of your reply.The feeling's quite cathartic,But will lead to my demise.
How come some days are so easy?Then some days I feel like dieing....I want to move on...yeah I want to forget you...But I feel like its impossible...My heart is addicted to you....It knows nothing but you...
Once the pain starts to go away ,You fill my heart back up with agony...I have to come to terms with myself...That you loved another more than me ...
You still want another more than me...And its sad cause you really have no idea.
That I was so much more true to you...But I was so weak And you ...was so strong .
How come I can walk away from anyone but you?...What done is done and I must let you go...
Anything just is my dream ...I want my dream not have the end and I will be can have hope...
Any thing is Gone ....
I know that ! lonely on server
lonely in the restaurant
lonely in my Up stair at home ...All is gone and I making the balloon bring all my hope in there ...send to God let him to know : Linda is a Loser
All is Gone...